OMGZ! Christmas is kinda sorta almost here! I am so excited! What made me think of it today is that it is snowing outside. Unlike others, I love snow. I want to make a snowman with Andrew and frolic. I am so happy today, because finally everything bad in my life seems to have blown over. I either have resolved differences or just gotten rid of the negative people in my life. Also, I have learned something. With negative people you can't win, you can't make them resolve things or think about other people so I just have a sense of humor about it and just brush it off. I read a psychological report on negative attitudes and people, and the best way to deal with it is to just ignore them, and cut them out of your life. Also to laugh it off whenever they say something, but I also forgive them being the way they are. Some can not help it.
Since I have gotten rid of some people in mine and Andrew's life, our relationship is nothing short of amazing. Those few were getting in the way of our happiness, and dragging us down. Now I can celebrate Christmas and our One Year knowing I have good friends I can count on, a wonderful boyfriend, Andrew's amazing family and my own. <3
I want to copy Andrew on something and write about my different persona's, but I need to ponder about it first before just writing. Also, I still need to make an appointment to finalize my classes for next semester. I'm going full time now, finally! Shawna slept over Wednesday and Thursday. We talked about camera's, life, and tons of other stuff. She knows a lot about camera's. It's insane. I decided she is taking my wedding pictures. I also hung out with Mike Thursday, and he seems to like Andrew more as a friend than me. I think they are playing MW2 together right now. We TRY to play Hide and Seek at Target and they are it, boys vs. girls, and they just go straight for the video games and electronics. Also I talked to Nikki last night. I miss her. <3 She is Barbie and I am Theresa, dammit get it right! hahah
Something bad that happened today though is Andrew went to the ER. He has been coughing a lot for the past 2 or so months. They scanned his lungs and they said nothing was too bad, but he is on some other medication to help him sleep at night. He has surgery in January though, I am happy because he will be better, but also scared because surgeries freak me out.
Okay I am done treating this like a Journal that is personal. I like to talk though so eh, maybe she is right, I am self centered. haha